Dear June....

minta maaf banyak-banyak..huhuu lama tak update..almaklum la, aku dah final year second semester ni >_< ada projek pulak tu..aiyaaa memamg akan jarang-jarang la update..aku nak taip dalam BI ni dah..dalam BI je diari la
Dear June, we meet again...it's been a rough May and thank goodness it ended...quite well i think..June, remember how excited I was few years back when you were coming? the first day, second, third until the ninth..and then tenth..because it is the start of everything..you remember?
it was as if yesterday, when the stupid phone was under my elbow and how this right elbow pressed the green button on the phone accidentally..the beginning of everything..my favourite moment..one of my absolute favourite moments
yeah, it was years back..it just triggers the memories back when you come around, June..i've just realized, what happened on last May..we both know the fact..the fact that i still have this feelings and we both didn't even know why or how..that has happened, we've become strangers..plus, someone really put us on the stage of strangers..i don't understand why she did that..insecure? maybe...
we are strangers with a past..and what happened in May made me realized that i don't miss you..i miss the way you made me feel..calling me by my name, telling and advising me like you used to, make me feel safe when you're around..the moment you said sorry, the pain was gone..i was longed to hear it from you..
at least i know he's okay, alive and well..physically..not that i known of his heart though..but i know he's fine..i love him enough that i want that..very much..i want him to have what's best for him..i want him to change to what he is supposed to be, like before..it just that, i wish i am around to see all that..praying night and day, so that he comes to his senses, realizing that he has wasted too much time...
i won't come back for you..with you..but i can't confirm anything..nope..

psst~ kalau ada masa kita, ditakdir yang Esa, cukuplah buatku di sanakau sinar hati ini, biarpun hanya sesaat di sisikau nafas akhirku, kau yang di hati-Buatku Di Sana--Mafa ft Ronnie-

~maaf kerana penggunaan 'aku' pada yang lebih berusia~

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