don't hurt me~

salam alaik dan salam Jumaat..hari ni tak tau la kenapa kan..bagun sahur pagi tadi pun, rasa sedih je..lepas tu terus je la sedih sampai la sekarang ni..

tadi pulak blogwalk..baca entries hampir semua sedih je..paling sedih dapat tau seorang blogger ni, teman lelakinya meninggal dunia sebelum puasa hari tu.. :( hari ni hari sedih sedunia ke?

tu la sedih hari ni masuk masuk blog je terus tukar lagu..lagu ni pulak yang bermain dalam fikiran hari ni..ni lagu sedih kan?? :( rasanya semua tau lagu ni...jom layan..

bila cinta kini tak lagi bermakna
yang kurasa kini hanyalah nestapa
ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu ( :( )

dulu kau tawarkan manisnya janjimu
dan kusambut itu dengan segenap hatiku
hingga engkau pergi tinggalkanku

*hilangnya cintamu menusuk hatiku
hingga kumemilih cinta yang fana (nope..i choose everlasting love from HIM)
perginya dirimu merobek jantungku
hingga kuterjatuh dalam harapan

Kusebut namamu di setiap doaku (you're always included in my prayers)
bangkitkan setiap kenangan tentangmu
yang kudapat hanyalah bayangmu

* (2x)

don't hurt me..please....i can't take any pain anymore...do i have to get through this kind of feeling once in while? after all that painful thing that happened? come on! it's been a while now...go away sad....go away pain..happy, please come to me..i need you desperately..each day...everyday..

I have exam coming next week..didn't work on anything yet..feeling a huge amount of laziness in me..plus in this kind of sad state mood..i'm crossing my finger to result that will be resulted after the exam..in my mind, all I think about is a perfect holiday..perfect holiday, please come quickly..I need you so much...

and suddenly the hungry feeling is not felt anymore...despite fasting..despite the conga in my stomach..in other words, i lost my appetite..just let see what I'm going to do when break fast time..

geez..I have to do my asar prayer now..please, pray for me this sadness won't last till tonight..I have to have the mood the blogwalk tonight...and happy break fast all :) (forced smile)

ps: maaf, tiba-tiba tukar bahasa pulak..gambar kedua tu la punya pasal...


Edit: I ate..a bit..and my favourite curry puff..hehee

Edit #2: I just found out.. :( a blogger passed away days ago..how am I suppose to be happy? tak ada mood nak blogwalk ni..

~maaf kerana penggunaan 'aku' pada yang lebih berusia~

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